Hi, My name is Clive Wild. I was know as Clive Edwards and for the last two years as bipolarfella on occasions. I have frozen the bipolarfella blog. I can't match the earlier hypomanic ramblings and quite honestly I don't have the spirit to fight the bipolar cause. I wrote my story as Clive Wild and I hope that it heps people. It was accused of being a list of events. In truth , it was just that. I am more of a "seat of my pants" blogger than a writer. Flowery prose are not my thing. I like words and I did by best to string a few together in the book.
The last two years and two moths have been the worst of times and the best of times. They were also almost the last of times after a recent suicide attempt. I am now off the evil Seroquel and I hope that is the end of that. This period started with the writing and publishing of My Life as a Mood Swinger in a two and a half month period. It was published in mid April of 2009. I am buying a second batch of books from a UK printer and I will be able to sell copies at a much more reasonable price than Amazon's US $32.49.
The balance of 2009 was very good if I recall correctly. I had articles printed in two local newspapers. I appeared on BBC local radio in October and then again early in 2010. I recently appeared on another BBC local station.
2010 was a largely lost year and I suffered a lot of anxiety. I did keep up with Slimming World and reached my target loss of 84 pounds in October. I have maintained until a recent slight blip. My mood turned on a dime as the Americans say. This was on January 5th this year. My mood has been largely good since with several exceptions. My mood switch happened to coincide with me joining the Brilliant Madness site. My attendance in their chat has been instrumental in keeping me well. I feel genuinely good, mellow and balance. The only fly in the ointment is the poor sleep. I hope the doctors have an idea soon. I have recently started a new medication for mood stabilization. I am getting great help from the day hospital. I am much more active physically and mentally.
Clive
I'm glad you're still around, and am happy you've started this blog.
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